I’m going through transition in my life right now. For the last 8 months or so I’ve been filling in on a fairly regular basis at a Church here in town. Throughout that time I’ve grown fond of the people there and my husband and son have become quite comfortable. As comfortable as I am, I cannot stay (as much as I might like to) and that’s difficult. Looking at my life right now I cannot take on the responsibility of a full time charge alone. It wouldn’t be fair to them or to my family.
I’ve been off official work for a while now. Being a full time Mom is wonderful but working is something I love as well. I feel like I need to be doing a little more and I haven’t found that perfect fit yet. I require flexibility and I desire to serve. I know I am called to do something, yet I’m not sure what that is. I stay busy with my writing and taking care of Xavier but I think I need another project, something to distract me and keep my mind going. It’s time for me to move into something a little different and I’m sure with time that something will be revealed.
For now I’m open to suggestions. I guess I will just keep reading and thinking. The journey so far has been an interesting ride and I would bet that what’s to come will be filled with excitement, wonder and a great deal of surprise.