My son speaks….

My son turned 2 in October.  He’s never been extremely vocal and while he watches everything, we’ve been waiting for him to talk to us.  His pediatrician said it would come in time, that she thought he was taking everything in and she was right.  The countless stories I’ve heard about late talkers, all true.  In the last week he’s really discovered his voice and it’s been a tidal wave of practice, frustration and discovery.  Here are a few things he’s said to me recently:

  • “Look at that!” {just once but absolutely precious}
  • Okidokie {add Momma or Dadda depending on who’s talking}
  • Car
  • Momma
  • Dada
  • Cookie
  • Ya
  • Whoa
  • Hug
  • ….

This breakthrough with words has been wonderful.  Most people still don’t understand him but he’s having conversations with us, attempting sentences and really liking the outcome {mom & dad finally understand him}.  It’s been great to watch him grow.

These moments of celebration are important in the life of our family.  Each word, each attempt at communication brings him into a deeper engagement with us and those around him.  He’s so excited to be part of things and he wants to contribute to our family life in new ways.  It’s wonderful to hear his voice and watch him learn how to express himself in new ways.

 

Healthier Chocolate Chip Muffins

When X. was born, we were at the hospital everyday for close to a month.  We got to know the facility like the back of our hands and there was a Tim Horton’s in the basement (a very tiny Tim’s) that served much better muffins and coffee than the cafeteria.  Everyday when we ate lunch we would head down stairs and take our freshly packed soup out of our lunch bags and finish it off with a Chocolate Chip muffin.  It became a problem for us.  We loved them that much.

The Tim Horton’s Chocolate Chip muffin is deadly.  According to the Tim Horton’s  website, it comes with 410 calories, 15 gm of fat, 2 gm of fibre.  It’s more cake than muffin and definitely not the healthiest dessert choice.  Calorie wise it’s better to eat a donut!

Since that time I’ve tried to stay as far away from those muffins as I can.  They are much too high in calories and fat for my liking and the fibre leaves a lot to be desired.  I had always wanted to make my own version, but I never got around to it until now.  I can thank an afternoon spent with a toddler who wouldn’t sleep and needed many activities to keep him happy for this recipe.  They are very good and much healthier than the Tim’s version.  No added oils, whole wheat flour and a healthy dose of cinnamon make these a keeper.  I’ve already made a second batch and the last muffin was eaten today.  I guess I’d best get back in the kitchen.

I hope you give these a try if you’re looking for a healthier option in your muffin repertoire.  They are delicious!

Healthier Chocolate Chip Muffins

Ingredients:

  • 2 C whole wheat pastry flour
  • 2 tsp baking powder
  • 1/2 tsp salt
  • 1 tsp cinnamon
  • 3/4 c sugar (I used cane sugar in one batch and white sugar in another.  They both turned out great).
  • 1/2 tbsp cornstarch
  • 1 scant c applesauce
  • 3/4 c milk (I used soy but I’m sure any variety would be fine).
  • 1 c chocolate chips

Instructions:

  • Preheat the oven to 350 degrees.
  • Prepare the muffin tin by placing liners in cups and lightly spraying the liners with cooking spray.
  • In a large bowl combine flour, baking powder, salt, cinnamon and sugar.
  •  In a small bowl combine cornstarch and milk beating the mixture with a small whisk or fork to remove all lumps.
  • Add apple sauce to the cornstarch mixture.
  • Pour the wet ingredients into the dry and stir until combined.
  • Fold the chocolate chips into the batter.
  • Evenly distribute the batter between all muffin cups.
  • Place muffins in the oven and bake for 20-25 minutes, or until done.
  • Remove from the oven and allow to cool for 5 minutes.
  • Enjoy!

Extra Information:

  • I lightly spray the liners to ensure that the muffin comes out.  When you cook with no added oil, the liners tend to stick.  If you forget this step you might lose 1/4-1/3 of your muffin on the bottom.  It doesn’t need a lot of spray, just a little and it saves you a lot of hassle when you want to eat your muffin.
  • The muffin cups will be very full of batter once you distribute everything evenly.  Don’t worry about this.  Your muffins will rise nicely, shouldn’t make a mess and everything will turn out fine.

Random Thought Thursday: January 26th Edition

  1. Cleaned out the pantry this week.  It feels pretty good to open the door and see everything organized and in it’s place.  We’ll be eating a lot of pasta over the coming weeks as I found a ton of it randomly placed throughout the shelves.  Note to self: Always place pasta in the pasta section.  This will prevent overstock in the future.
  2. We have no snow.  I live in a part of Canada that always has snow in the winter.  The lake isn’t frozen.  My grass is still a little green.  There is something seriously wrong with this picture.
  3. I went to the bookstore this week to try and find something inspiring {aka: relevant for personal spiritual development} and realized that I still haven’t finished Mere Christianity so I went home.  I endeavor to finish this book over the next few weeks.  I do this all the time.  I have a lot of half read books lying around here.
  4. I’ve intended to write more this week about Jesus, food and random life events but I think this weather is getting to me.  By the time my son goes to bed, I’m almost ready myself.  Here’s hoping this week will be more fruitful when it comes to writing.
  5. I am still absolutely in love with Storage Wars.  It’s probably another reason I am not writing as often as I should.  Whenever I watch it I get swept away in the excitement.  I dream of going to storage auctions and finding that great hidden gem.  I have a history with auctions.  I got engaged at one {but that is a story for another time}.

The Bachelor is coming…

Apparently as Canadians we’ve all been waiting for the arrival of our own version of the Bachelor.  The show where 27 women gather together and fight for the attention of one man.   It sounds romantic, doesn’t it?

Who doesn’t want to meet their life partner with questions like:

  • What’s your weight?
  • Occupation?
  • Are you a permanent resident &/or citizen?
  • What is your most important possession and why?

While I think the last question could be interesting, I don’t think I would appreciate being asked the other questions on a first date.  Imagine sitting at a table in a nice restaurant with someone you barely know.  Your hands are nervously playing with the napkin on your lap as you try to find something interesting to talk about.  He beats you to the question and it is “How much do you weigh?”.

Building a relationship is more than just answering a questionnaire and filming a video to attract the attention of some producers.  It’s about friendship, love and commitment even in dark times.   There should be some sort of connection that goes beyond ‘winning’.  There should be some mystery that gets revealed as time goes on, not in a formal application process.  It’s missing romance.  It’s missing those special moments that to me make the whole think worth while.

Having seen the application I can’t say I’m surprised about the woman who are cast on the show in the end.  It’s no surprise that many of them use this as a springboard for their careers.  It’s all about ratings, not about relationship.   Whatever happens, it’s going to be an interesting season and I’ll probably watch at least the first episode {if only to find out if Chris Harrison will host}.

Ten things I love…

  1. I love a good book and getting lost in it on a Saturday afternoon.
  2. I love spicy peanut noodles and getting close to perfecting my recipe.
  3. I love crochet projects that help me advance my skills.
  4. I love searching for new worship resources that help keep things fresh.
  5. I love a good phone conversation with a friend after a rough day.
  6. I love Storage Wars.  I cannot get enough.
  7. I love little boy giggles, an obsession with trains and his delight in snow.
  8. I love family time & football.
  9. I love conversations with my husband right before we go to sleep.
  10. I love thinking, reflecting and dreaming in quiet moments.

What do you love?

A Public Service Announcement.

Please check your gas lines.

We had our 3rd leak in 6 months this week.  It’s been crazy around here.  I am starting to wonder about the original installation of these lines.  The guy who came to fix it at 12:30 am on Thursday tested all the other lines so it looks like we’re good for now.

I should say that the leak was incredibly small.  So small in fact that most people might not have noticed.  The Union Gas rep was surprised I found it but I have an excellent nose and an uncanny ability to know when something is off.  I get a feeling in my gut that something isn’t right and I know I have to follow through.  I had started to worry about the gas lines over the last week and sure enough the connector to the water heater was leaking.  As strange as it seems, that happens to me all the time.  So frequently that my husband is now concerned when I do start to get anxious about something as it tends to be something we need to look into.

We are now safe and I have finished my work for Sunday so hopefully tomorrow I’ll be able to write a few thoughts down that I have about contemporary vs. modern worship and these delicious Chocolate Chip Muffins that you simply must try.

Stay safe and trust your gut!

A new beginning.

I’ve been in a bit of a writing drought lately.  Words that usually pour like rain from my fingers are being dug deep out of the dry soil that surrounds me.  Every word that makes it to the page is a bit of a triumph.  I have found it, that word.  It has meaning.  It has purpose.

When you’re used to writing with relative ease this can be a frustrating thing but through the years, I’ve  come to realize however that these times aren’t a trial, they are gifts.  They show me how lucky I am to have the ability to write.  It encourages me to never take one word for granted and to always search for that perfect word to convey an emotion or event.

In an attempt to dig myself out of this dry period I have begun a few projects to help bring renewal into my creative life.  I’ve moved our computer up from the basement into my office.  I usually work on my laptop around the house but I think having an established centre where my work flows might be helpful for me.  So far I think it looks great but there are a few finishing touches that I’d like to put on my desk and surrounding area before I post a picture.   I’ve also started dreaming of different ways to write and dream in words.  Maybe fiction or non-fiction is in my future.  A book of prayers perhaps?  Who knows, the possibilities are endless.

As I begin fresh in the world of writing this year, I wonder what things you are beginning new.  Do you have any projects you’re working on?  Is there any area of your life that you’ve felt needed a change?  I’d love to hear about your adventures in renewal.

I didn’t sign up to be a Surgeon.

Ten years ago when I entered Seminary I had visions of what my life would look like.  Over the years it morphed and changed but generally had the same things.  I would be a minister of a Church.  We would journey together, building build a relationship with each other and the community.  We’d continue working together until my call ended.  Rinse and repeat as needed {or assigned depending on how you look at it}.

Years later things are not as I would have expected.  I travel from place to place. There is a quick entrance, an even quicker exit and little to no relationship. When I stay for a period, I begin to get attached and this leads to pain when I leave.  Not for them, for me.  It’s like a loss.  A realization of the situation I’m in.

I’ve had a hard time explaining this restlessness that I feel, this sense that I’m constantly in transition and never settling in.  This evening I explained it to my husband in terms I thought he would understand {as a family doctor}.

I didn’t sign up for surgery.  I signed up for family medicine.

In medicine the Surgeons are the quick fix.  They come in, cut out what’s wrong and quickly move on to the next patient.  They are always moving.  Always ready for the next project.  They are essential to the health and well being of the patient but not a permanent fixture.  They have energy and determination but they are focused on one specific task, they aren’t big picture people.

I always thought I’d be like a family doctor.  I’d be in relationship with people.  I’d walk with them on their journey.  I’d help them through troubling time, celebrate when things got better and look at the overall health and well being of the person. They are big picture people.  This is what I expected for my life.  I thought I would be helping people see the big picture.

It looks like God had other ideas.  For the time being I’m called to come in, cut to the heart of the matter and get out quick.  I have a hard time letting go.  I like people.  I want to know them.  I guess in time I’ll learn to disconnect more and find peace in that.  For now I’m restless as I move from place to place.  With time I hope that things will settle in and that I’ll grow to find contentment in this role I have been called to.

A story of a miracle in twos…

This is our son, X.
He’s two years old.
When he was 2 days old he had surgery for a Congenital Diaphragmatic Hernia.
At two weeks old he had pneumonia.
Two weeks after that he was home.
Two weeks after that our Christmas tree went up.
I’m not exactly sure what we were doing two weeks after that as let’s face it, there was little to no sleep happening at that time.

This week we visited his surgeon who had been on the job for 2 weeks when he operated on X.  He marveled at how well he was doing.  While we were at the hospital we had a chest X-Ray done and found out that he has 2 working lungs. While one is only 1/2 size, we’re pretty excited about that.

X. is pretty special.
He likes things a certain sort of way.
He has two Curious George blankets.
He eats breakfast in two parts.
He carries around two cars as he goes through the day.
He’s kind of like a modern day Noah.
We’re pretty proud of him and his two lungs.
It’s been a good week.

Random Thought Thursday: January 12th Edition

  1. I’m obsessed with Storage Wars on A&E.  I cannot stop watching.  At least I can work on my crochet projects while it’s on.
  2. Tim Tebow plays Tom Brady on Saturday.  My husband and I are rooting for opposite teams.  It could get interesting.
  3. We’ve had a busy week here which might explain the silence on the blog.  Between appointments and getting back into activities the time has flown.  I’m looking forward to the weekend and a little relaxation.
  4. My son is in love with Hummus right now.  You may see some recipes pop up on the blog as I experiment with new ways to enjoy chickpeas in dip form.
  5. We survived Gymnastics yesterday with a substitute teacher.  Having a group of 18 month- 3 year olds attempt to do a structured program is difficult on a regular day but with a new teacher was next to impossible.  It was interesting to say the least.
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